The energy of your Cross is to bring shock and create the potential for change for those who are ready. This does not mean that people on the receiving end won't react with a gasp or ''how could you?'' On a deeper level, they have been waiting for the shock to move them to change. This is just energy at work, and your shock needs a receptor. The energy will naturally guide you to those who at some level are ready for the shock to make change and move on.